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Me Before You

I’ve just finished reading this book. I really enjoyed it. It is written in a very clear and approachable style which makes it a perfect holiday read. I identified with the narrator’s situation: a young woman to whom something bad happens in her late teens which results in her living a safe but very limited life into her twenties. The author seems to have done very thorough research on quadriplegia. It’s not a a subject that sit comfortably in chick lit but somehow Jojo Moyes pulls it off.

There were many times when I felt like I was reading a book for teenagers but there are odd passages that are breathtakingly vivid and recognisable. I suppose the writing style is simple and unsophisticated in comparison to the last book I read: The Sense of an Ending. I was found that I was surprised when I came across the occasional perfectly articulated passage. My favourite example is when Lou goes to a classical concert for the first time:

The conductor stepped up, tapped twice on the rostrum, and a great hush descended. I felt the stillness, the auditorium alive, expectant. Then he brought down his baton and suddenly everything was pure sound. I felt the music like a physical thing, it didn’t just sit in my ears, it flowed through me, around me, made my senses vibrate. It made my skin prickle and my palms dampen. Will hadn’t descibed any of it like this.

I found this book took me through a range of emotions. It is what they call a page turner. I didn’t find it funny as apparently others have but parts of it are deeply moving.

SPOILER ALERT –>

I was completely gutted by the ending. It was a good ending but it was very upsetting and not the uplifting conclusion I’d expected. I do respect the author for taking that route though.

(27th in 2012)

The Sense of an Ending

This is a very well written book. Lucid and wonderfully perceptive, Barnes’ writing reminds me of McEwan’s.

The theme of the book is memory and how it creates a version of the past that doesn’t match up with other people’s versions or even one’s own version from a different time. That’s before ‘The Truth’ even comes into consideration. The blurb calls it ‘the story of one man coming to terms with the mutable past’.

I found the ending a little odd because some details are missing, leaving the reader to fill in the gaps using their imagination. At first I thought I had missed something but I found discussions about the conclusion on online forums expressing similar opinions to mine. However, I can forgive that since the book is a very good read; I was completely absorbed in the narrator’s journeys through his memories. The book strikes several nerves with me: I am painfully aware that I attempt to rewrite my own history (I suppose to try to save face) and I am always producing justifications for my illogical actions. Perhaps one day I will train myself to be more logical, like Mark is. In the meantime I will be very careful about what I say in all my written communications…

This is my favourite passage:
[Adrian] had a better mind and a more rigorous temperament than me; he thought logically, and then acted on the conclusion of logical thought. Whereas most of us, I suspect, do the opposite: we make an instinctive decision, then build up an infrastructure of reasoning to justify it. And call the rest common sense.

Of course it’s deliberate but reading through some bits of the book again, they are chillingly prophetic. This is one of Adrian’s speeches in a History lesson:

‘Indeed, isn’t the whole business of ascribing responsibility a kind of cop-out? We want to blame an individual so that everyone else is exculpated. Or we blame a historical process as a way of exonerating individuals. Or it’s all anarachic chaos, with the same consequence. It seems to me that there is – was – a chain of individual responsibilities, all of which were necessary, but not so long a chain that everybody can simply blame everyone else. But, of course, my desire to ascribe responsibility might be more a reflection of my own cast of mind than a fair analysis of what happened. That’s one of the central problems of history, isn’t it, sir? The question of subjective versus objective interpretation, the fact that we need to now the history of the historian in order to understand the version that is being put in front of us.’

(26th in 2012)

Cranford

This was my reading group’s book of the month. Again, it’s not one I would have chosen to read myself but that’s one of the reasons I joined a group: to discover new writing.

I found Cranford quite difficult to read; the construction of sentences and vocabulary used are very unfamiliar to me. I also found the first chapter – Our Society – very annoying. All the silly rules they live by and the way everyone colludes to keep up appearances.

As I got used to the style of the writing I was more able to appreciate the humour and poignant moments in the book: the cat swallowing the lace that was soaked in milk, the cow dressed in flannel and Martha nudging a guest when he took too long to help himself to potatoes and the card game where they didn’t want to wake the snoozing Mrs Jamieson but at the same time endeavoured to accommodate Mrs Forrester’s deafness. The funniest was when Lady Glenmire gets engaged while Mrs Jamieson is away: ‘The person whom she had left in charge of her house to keep off followers from her maids to set up a follower of her own!’

There are sad times: the death of Peter’s mother, the death of Miss Deborah Jenkyns. I felt for Miss Matty when she starts to wear a widow’s hood after the death of Mr Holbrook. She is forced to face the loss of her youth, the missed chances of married life and children but she puts a brave face on it, saying how lucky she is to have such good friends.

It is touching that, in the end, friendships do prevail. When Miss Matty become bankrupt her friends club together to anonymously help her financially, when Miss Jessie Brown wants to follow her father’s corpse to the grave, Miss Deborah Jenkyns accompanies her even though women didn’t usually attend funerals ‘in polite society’.

I watched a couple of episodes of the BBC dramatisation of Cranford when I was halfway through the book. It brought the book alive for me. I don’t think I’d have enjoyed the remainder of the book as much if I hadn’t seen the characters and places brought to life on screen; I needed it to fire up my imagination.

Note: If you’re going to read this book for the first time I would recommend the version that the above photo links to (rather than the free Kindle version) as it contains notes, a glossary and interesting appendices.

(25th in 2012)

A Prayer for Owen Meany

I must admit that periodically felt disengaged from this book because I was unfamiliar with many important issues it covered. I don’t know much about the Vietnam War or American politics. I didn’t know the difference between different Christian denominations. I’m not interested in religion and I have to admit to regarding a belief in God as a weakness.

In contrast to the ‘heavy’ stuff there are some very funny scenes in the book which made me guffaw. There are poignant times too; Owen genuinely moved me. He was such a good friend to Johnny. Like me, he is tiny but very serious. Unlike me, he has the power to manipulate. I couldn’t find much likeable about the narrator but I did identify with Johnny’s indecision and metaphorical impotence. I thought that the development of characters and their relationships through the years are very well done. The unsolved mysteries kept me interested and reading on even when it felt like hard work. Towards the beginning especially I became frustrated by events and ranting that didn’t seem to be of any significance.

There were some nuggets of wisdom in the book, including my favourite: ‘IF YOU@RE LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND A WAY OF LIFE YOU LOVE, YOU HAVE TO FIND THE COURAGE TO LIVE IT.’

The ending is truly magnificent. It’s definitely worth keeping going through the 600-odd pages to reach it. I sobbed as Owen’s fate unfolded. Much that is unexplained earlier finally falls into place. The revealed significances are like a tidal wave.

After I’d finished the book I knew there was more to it that I’d taken in on the first reading. I found some excellent chapter summaries and analysis on the SparkNotes website.

(24th in 2012)

Bhakri/Chapattis

8 Mar 20
The other night I replaced one third of the chapatti flour in Rick Stein’s recipe with kamut flour. The rotli didn’t rise quite as well but tasted quite nice. I will try the same again but experiment with the heat level to get them to puff up more.

31 Jan 2018
Using bread flour makes the chapatti too chewy because of the gluten. Use plain flour.

8 Aug 2014
The recipe in Rick Stein’s India is the best: 250g chapatti flour, 1/2 tsp salt & 2 tbsp oil. Mum’s advice to knead the dough well also seems to help with the puffing up.

23 Mar 2014
Used only 3 tbsp of oil to 250g chapatti flour.

23 Nov 2012
As a Middle Eastern flavoured alternative, I made zatar bhakri. Made just like bhakri but with olive oil instead of groundnut and just 4 tsp zatar and 1 tsp (1.5 was far too much) salt as flavouring ingredients. You can sprinkle a little zatar on at the end as well. Or it may be better to leave it out of the dough altogether and just sprinkle it on at the end, to get more impact. This would probably be good served with greek yoghurt.

9 Nov 2012
Add 1/2 tsp of chilli powder (doubled the amount) and also 1/2 tsp lemon juice. It was too hot so perhaps 1/4 tsp plus a pinch more next time. I couldn’t detect the lemon juice at all so I’ll leave that out.

9 Nov 2012
Add 1/2 tsp of chilli powder (doubled the amount) and also 1/2 tsp lemon juice. It was too hot so perhaps 1/4 tsp plus a pinch more next time. I couldn’t detect the lemon juice at all so I’ll leave that out.

24 Jun 2012
To my mind, bhakri are chapattis but with flavourings added to the dough and cooked with oil instead of dry heat in order to produce a bread to be eaten in its own right rather than as an accompaniment. My mum made bhakri as a weekend breakfast or a snack.

I learned how to make both chapattis from my mother. She doesn’t use recipes for Indian cooking, just ‘asro’ which roughly translates to ‘an idea of quantity’ or ‘approximation’. So I was very glad to find a quantity guideline that works in Gordon Ramsay’s Great Escapes: 250g flour makes 12 small chapattis or 6 large ones. (It must be noted that the recipe in the book is quite wrong though: it omits oil in the dough.) I find that I need approximately 4 tbsp of flavourless oil and enough boiling water to make a soft and malleable but not sticky dough. The feel of the dough indicates the texture of the finished chapatti. Don’t add too much water at once otherwise the chapattis will have to be rolled out with the addition of lots of flour to prevent it sticking while rolling. Then the flour on the surface burns on the tavi.

For the bhakri I made today I added the following to 250g of brown bread flour:

1 1/2 tsp Bart garlic salt
1/2 tsp turmeric
1 tsp ground cumin
1/4 tsp red chilli powder
finely chopped fresh coriander

These dry ingredients were mixed into the flour thoroughly before a well was made in the centre. I then added the oil and them boiling water to make the dough. I cooked them on a tavi similar to chapattis but with about 1 tsp of oil put on the tavi before the bhakri. Ensure there is enough oil so that both sides get a decent coating.

I couldn’t detect much heat in the finished bhakri so perhaps I’ll up the chilli next time. And perhaps some chopped fresh mint and lemon juice too.

Veena Chopra’s lamb rogan josh

Veena’s recipe makes a very tasty rogan josh with a wonderful spectrum of flavour but it can take ages to make unless you get organised. I may adjust the recipe a little because I find there is too much black cardamom in it and I prefer the onion seeds to be roasted and ground rather than added whole.

30 Oct 2012

Mark and I made a rogan josh for the pool team using 2.3kg of (boned and fat-removed) leg of lamb and multiplying the sauce ingredients up to make enough sauce for 3kg of meat; it’s good to have plenty of sauce when serving with rice. I cooked the curry in a casserole dish in the oven with the dial at 125 degrees for two hours, intending to add the yoghurt, peppers, lemon juice, sugar and garnishes on reheating. On reheating we found that the meat started to fall apart to shreds before the peppers were cooked so next time, if reheating, we will cook the curry for 1 hour only, then another hour just before serving.

Also, although the yoghurt gives a good flavour and creamy consistency, it takes away the deep, dark, appetising colour of the curry (the same happened when I made moussaka-style pasta sauce – the addition of yoghurt made the sauce look like vomit!) so in future I will serve yoghurt on the side. This time I did grind up the onion seeds and halved the amount of black cardamom and those adjustments worked very well.

1 Feb 2013

I made this using lamb neck fillet, confident that 2 hours at 125C would result in tender and juicy meat. But actually, while some pieces were ok, some pieces were a bit chompy. Mark thought perhaps it hadn’t been cooked enough. It seems that lamb leg is ok with 125C but not neck. Next time, when using lamb neck fillet, I will cook it at 150C as I have done before.

I added 250ml chicken stock to loosen the mixture before putting in the oven but the sauce ended up too watery. So next time I won’t add any liquid until the end of cooking time. I may also add plain flour by coating the meat pieces in it before adding so that the sauce will be thickened.

I added salt, lemon juice and sugar to taste at the end. It’s best to add small amounts of lemon and sugar alternatively because they need to be balanced out.

I left out the peppers because I didn’t have any. I actually prefer to have my veg in separate curries.

My adaptation for 1kg lamb

Put the following onto a tavi on low heat and roast until the aromas come out. Be careful not to allow anything to burn!

2 tbsp coriander seeds
2 tsp cumin seeds
8 cloves
8 whole peppercorns
5cm cinnamon stick
5cm strip mace
2 tsp onion seeds
2 tsp poppy seeds
2 black cardamom pods, seeds only

Then grind in a coffee grinder.

Use the tavi to toast the following until lightly coloured:-

2 tbsp dedicated coconut
2 tbsp ground almonds
0.5 tsp ground nutmeg

Chop 2 medium onions and put into a large casserole type pan. Sprinkle them with a little salt and enough groundnut oil to comfortably coat them, then fry until softened.
Add 8 cloves worth of minced garlic and 5cm worth of minced ginger.
When the garlic aromas are released add all the dry ingredients from earlier together with:-

6 bay leaves
0.5 tsp dried red chilli or fresh equivalent
1 tsp ground turmeric

When the dry spices have fried a little add a 400g tin of chopped tomatoes and 1kg lamb which has been trimmed and cut into 4cm chunks.

Cook in the oven at 150C with the lid on for the first hour, then if it needs reducing remove the lid for the next hour.

Check that the meat is done – if not return to the oven. Then test for salt. 0.5 tsp added at this stage should be enough. Also add lemon juice and sugar a little at a time. 1 tbsp lemon juice and 1 tsp sugar should be enough.

Serve sprinkled with finely chopped coriander and a small dish of yoghurt on the side.

One Good Turn

This is a decent read, addictive as claimed on the jacket, and kept me guessing. Unlike how I felt about Case Histories (the first book in the Jackson Brodie series) I was satisfied with how all the endings were tied up. I felt that some parts of the plot were a little cliched though, the prime example of which was the powerful businessman employing a dominatrix. But I do love how KA brings her characters to life by devoting long passages to their thoughts which I get lost in. I think that’s the best aspect of her writing. A special mention has to go to the bit where someone has to explain to his brother that there has been mix-up and he is not dead as previously reported. I cried with laughter. Twice.

The TV series of the Jackson Brodie novels is called Case Histories and is currently being shown on BBC HD. I thought I would read the books before watching their dramatisations. The books Case Histories, One Good Turn and When Will There Be Good News? have each been made into two part dramatisations. I thought the Case Histories episodes looked good (pretty scenes of Edinburgh, good looking cast and mostly decent casting) but the translation to screen didn’t work for me; it all felt very disjointed. I watched only the second part of One Good Turn (annoyingly I mistakenly deleted the recording of the first part) and felt the same. I’m now debating whether I should try watching When Will There Be Good News? before reading the book, to see whether I’ll enjoy the programmes more if I don’t know anything about the plot beforehand.

(23rd in 2012)

What Was Lost

This is the first book I’ve read with my reading group. I liked it a lot. It is very spooky and feels very close to home which I find to be a good combination. It’s written by someone very close to my age who grew up in the Midlands so I understood all her cultural references. Not only that but the shopping centre featured is based on the Merry Hill centre. I couldn’t find much to criticize in this at all. It’s a multi-faceted book, with both hilarious and poignant moments. It has a cracking mystery running through it and contains a thoughtful depiction of modern life.

(22nd in 2012)

Slow roast half shoulder of lamb – Indian style

I adapted my recipe from this recipe which I’ve used before.

For an Indian style HALF shoulder, the spice mix I used was

1 tsp cumin, ground
1 tsp coriander seeds, ground
1 tsp ground cinnamon
1 tsp ground ginger
1 tsp (garlic) salt
1/2 tsp red chilli powder
1/2 tsp cloves, ground
1 tsp fennel seeds, ground
1 & 1/2 tsp turmeric
fresh garlic and ginger, chopped finely
Enough groundnut oil to moisten the mix for it to adhere to the meat (not required if using garlic and ginger paste as it contains groundnut oil)
Yoghurt (optional)

I used 1.5 times the above for a whole shoulder and it was fine to cover the top and flavour it. In fact twice the marinade is too much and FAR too salty.

Method
Preheat oven to 150 degrees Celsius. Line a baking tray (for a half shoulder I used a small oven). Stab the skin-side of the shoulder all over. Rub a thin layer of spice mix on all the other sides, then use the remainder to form a thick layer on the skin side (which will be on top), rubbing well into the scores. Cover with foil and bake for 3 hours, removing the foil for the last hour. The aroma of spices while it cooks is heavenly. Lots of the lamb fat should melt out. Rest under foil for 15 mins before serving.

For a whole shoulder 3 hours at 150C works well.

An excellent addition is thinly sliced aubergine coated in a little yoghurt placed under the shoulder. I cooked a whole shoulder with 1 sliced aubergine under it, making sure the slices stayed underneath the lamb otherwise they are prone to burn. You could get 2 sliced aubergines under though; 1 aubergine goes to nothing as thye lose so much water. I guess sliced potatoes would work as well.

This is quite rich, so serve with some lemon wedges and plain yoghurt to cut through the fattiness. As it is dry, serve with veggie Indian side dishes with a bit of moisture e.g lentils or green beans cooked with tomatoes. Plain rice or perhaps chapattis are good carb options.

7 Jan 2013
125C is too low to melt the fat out. Also the shoulder needs to start out at room temperature to cook in 3 hours. Found this out the hard way when we had Mark’s family round for dinner last night. We couldn’t eat the lamb because there was still too much fat in it. A bitter disappointment, especially after all the effort that had gone into making the other dishes.

29 Jan 2013
Tried a slightly different recipe tonight: Anjum Anand’s honey-roasted lamb. It turned out wonderfully tender and juicy with a flavoursome crust.

I adapted it for my half shoulder of lamb in the following ways:
– I didn’t bother to marinade beforehand. The meat was still very good though and serving the crust with the meat was more than satisfactory
– I used ground almonds instead of flaked (?)
– I cut the amounts of lemon juice and honey by about half
– I cooked for 3 hours at 150C with the shoulder starting at room temperature, then rested before serving. I cooked it uncovered for half an hour to let the almond crust colour a litte, then covered with foil for the rest of the cooking time, basting with the rendered fat after 2 hours of cooking.

Notes for next time:
– The half shoulder was from Sainsbury’s. The meat was quite dark red to start with and turned out better than the pinker half shoulders I have bought in the past from Waitrose. So it seems that even for these cheaper cuts it’s worth buying quality.
– After 3 hours the meat was very tender but there was still a thick layer of fat on top which prevented the marinade flavouring the meat. Next time I’d like to try removing at least some of that fat before cooking.
– The garlic and ginger paste sill tastes a bit raw in the finished dish. Might be worth frying it off, even just a little, before mixing into the marinade.

25 Jan 2018

– 3 1/2 hours at 160C for a whole shoulder from Sainsburys trimmed of fat worked well.
– Don’t bother to marinade the bottom of the meat (which is in contact with the baking tray) because it just burns and the flavour doesn’t get into the meat. If it is possible to horizontally section up the meat and put a layer of marinade in that would probably work better.